A twist of faith....
Now there is a statement. As a child I grew up in church baptised a Christian.... I went out on my own at 16 to live a worldly life. Not making the best of choices I fell down a few yrs ago at 35 and became homeless jobless and more. For a few months I lived on the streets eating and sleeping what evetr I could, then my coiceof doing some thing landed me in jail. I picked up the only book I wanted to read and the Holy Bible was it. I found scipture, that made sence, I found words that touched me. Then I wanted to know what this feeling was! I read more day and night before and after working in the kitchen. I felt a touch as I did this and it got stronger and stonger as the days and weeks passed by. I started losing track of time really like it didn't exsites for some reason... I felt like I was alone even at times when so many were in this little place with me. This feeling subdued me, for it made me cry for all the wrong I had done... Then I started to cry even more, now cause the tears turned into happy ones for the new life that was begining for me that I had found in Gods word. Jesus had just released me from all my hate , fears and torment of my life I had been living in of who I am..... So know we come to who I am.... I'm a female impersonator/intertainer and much much more.... Am I some one great....? No I don't think so, but He does and He thinks of us all as great and mighty. We are just not greater or mightier then Him or Him that sent jesus.... Yes God sent Himself as man (Jesus) to save us from our sins cause nothing else was going to do the job of freeing us from it, but His blood and His life made this possible.. So as I see it the only perfect Man took it upon Himself to lose His life so I could have life within Him.... I take this very personal as every-one should... Am I perfect now no! I still sin knowingly and unknowingly every day but in Him and with Him everyday I have this peace of mind that I will never understand..... Do I get upset and mad at what I'm going through yes..... will I ever stop having things( storms ) as He would call them to go though never... But I stand my ground in faith as I have no work that He will pay the bills and take care of my every need.......