So many decisions I face: So much confusion in the race;
 I want to have a good race or fight:
But sometimes it seems as if I'm not doing it right.
When making up in my mind, "I going to stick with this":
Depression and stress, it never miss.
It confuses badly and put me into a pity move:
Tell my emotions and thinking never runs smoove:
It's a smile on the outside, but a confusion pain in the inside:
 That causes my anger to rise sally rise.
It makes my path tougher to deal with the things I once could handle:
 It's like the strength has left and my mind is playing scrammble:
 The way I feel, it can't be explain:
I don't even feel better when calling out JESUS name:
 I feel as if I lost my trust in myself and others;
 It's like the I lost the sympathy and love for one another.
    But still, while struggles exist in now times;
  I will never doubt my victory neither in my heart nor mind.