What's going on in my life?
I don't think I know, which doesn't seems right.
         How long shall I suffer with my fleshly eager,,

     Which works deceptive like   unbelievable creatures.
       How can I escape or do I have to fight?
 Even when daytime is here it seems like the night.
   No cries, no tears, and no hugs is needed.
 Because it exists until I no longer feed it.

    Am I right?, Is I'm wrong? Human can't answer.
 Because my attention has been reversed and lays out new standards.
  Who can help me?  O I know.
He helps me everyday when walking out of the door.
        O, but I must say,
   That my impatience brings doubts and is increasing in my days.
 
  O well I guess I'm fond .
 So look for more and keep up with the count.