i still think of you despite the fact that you and i are no more,i try to sleep at night but its very hard to do, because you now are not around,i rode to the park the other day just hoping that i might see ya......,ive said and done alotta stuff that i didnt really mean,yet my heart still loves you and i still need you,,,, i look at the phone almost everyday.., yet i dont pick it up and call,yet i know my soul needs to hear your voice even if all you do is just yell....,theres never a day your not thought about...,even though i told you i i dont wanna speak.... the love that i found and lost when i had you ...,is now the love that i seek........, i foolishly thought my life withoutl you would be better.......,but baby i was surly wrong..............................blue 41,8-6-2009