Holding back these tears of mine that for years that's  wanted to fall.
Holding back how i really felt about all of the love that's been shared between the both of us.
Within a room, that's with people ...,even there i am still alone, 
Without you there, to share my life with ,my life is spent all alone.
My future plans included you, you were my queen that had finally came true ....,everything that i needed out of a woman in my life i had and found in the woman in you.
Holding back how i really feel, because what i feel does not seem to count, there were many places or things we were gonna see or do together, because i was in love with you without a doubt. 
Ive searched for years to find me someone ..., my search ended when i found you, yet i feel I've now lost you and i am so confused, that i don't know what to do.
Just the other day i heard one of our songs and in my heart i started to cry.... yet i hide this pain within my heart, so nobody will see any  tears fall from my eyes....
 Yet still i hurt, whether i cry, or not, i am in love, but in love alone, my life was changed in every way, every since you have been gone.