This is my life

I often sit here and day dream of us.

As I want us to be .

Who is he entering my mind

filling my days with thoughts of what could be

On more then one occasions you have come to me .

My loneliness has slowly answer my question

I have imagined your smell over and over aging.

I know it by heart

I wish to hold you and breath you in

I wish to know this man that my mind has replaced my lonely night with

I set here with the waves of car sounds passing my door.

Waiting for you to come .

I feel like I ‘m on top of the world when I am with you

I reach for you as i slowly slip into bed.

The feeling of the satin sheets against our naked body’s is a very cool feeling

on such a hot night .

I fall into a deep sleep and dream of you once again.

I can’t get enough of you .

Your touch send chills to my toes

and your kisses are so hot and sweet .

Just thinking of you takes my breath away

I wish night time would never end.

As my day is about to begin

I think of the night before with you .

I know where I am and I cant find you .

I reach for you over and over again

and pull back nothing.

Why do you leave me before I wake .

I need to feel the embrace of you as you pull me near.

I need to know your there in my life .

You only come to me at night as if you were a dream…..

Are you ……………………………