I lost you

 I lost you today
I lost you yesterday
I loose you everyday


 Even though you are gone
My memory will never fade
My heart will never grow weak
 You are with me each time I speak

Even though we had to part
You are the love that is held within this heart
My soul will always keep you
This I swear is true
I will always will be in search of you

In this life and the next
I wish you the best
Your are the better part of me


My words evade me
My heart even angers me
Why must I feel this way
No longer can I say
What you will always mean to me

 I have cried oceans of pain
Felt sadness of it all
No longer do I want to fall
I reached and searched for you
I pleaded for you to come, close to me

Your promise, I did believe
With you my pain was at ease
Maybe I was the fool

My heart was so easy to believe
I felt what you said

I thought my search was through
You held me that night
I felt things were so right
Then you went out of sight

I flew over the mountains
Just to be with you
For you said" I was your queen"
 
Never did I think you would leave me
I still wonder to this day
Why wouldn;t you stay

My heart only feels this lonely pain
Even if my heart could scream
Could I ever get through to you?

Before I sleep at night, your always in my mind
This love that I hold silently
Shall never leave quietly

I know you were the only part of my soul
I can never again be whole
I am no longer one beating heart

You took half of me the very day you proclaimed your heart

I just pray I live a second life
 
Our time is not complete
I saw the love held within your eyes
As if I was your surprise

You said its to late in this life
 Next life we shall be

All I can say, pray, and wish
Is to see you in my dreams

To believe my dream will be one day