i've been fighting these tears,
for almost a year,
everyday wishing you were here,
the levy breaks,
tears ricochet of my chest,
living life with no rest,
still trying to catch my breath,
nothing can fill,
the emptiness in my heart,
everything i touch,
just falls apart,
i feel myself,
slowly growing colder,
i just want to shrug,
the world off my shoulders,
superman is never coming back,
everything of color,
has turned black,
refusing to erase your number,
from my phone,
i smile in public,
but cry when im alone,
i can still feel you,
all around me,
your the beauty,
in everything i see,
i wanna scream fuck the world,
like the tatty on your stomache,
nothing can numb,
the pain of this heartache,
nothing can phase me,
so i like to pretend,
but walls keep caving in,
this house has been condemned,
my heart spills in form of lyrics,
to help me cope,
i dream of your smile,
and it helps me believe in hope.