God's Chosen Gift
I carried you…close to my heart
Not knowing how much I was loving you…already.
I named you…before we met
Knowing your name would change…once more.
I sang you…songs of "Sunshine"
And I could feel you dancing…inside me.
I pushed you…into this world
And I swear I heard you cry…"mommy!"
I held you…for the first time
Still covered with my blood…and I cried.
I told you…through the tears
Of my dreams for your future…without me.
I kissed you…all over your face
Your legs, your arms, your hair…bitter-sweet.
I begged you…to forgive me
Praying you would understand…my life.
I gave you…to another
I cannot speak yet of the pain…the pain.
I loved you…the way you love someone
When you know you're gonna lose them …I loved you hard.
I remember you…squeezing my finger
As though pleading me to hang on…for us.
I saw you…look me in the eyes
As I placed you in her arms…good-bye
I miss you…I can still smell you
Fresh and newborn and mine…(I'm screaming)
I love you…I will ALWAYS love you
They told me they would tell you…how I love you.
By Kelly Anne
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