I'm not in control of my thoughts and I can't believe what I'm hearing,
It's like being tied up to the backseat of a car and nobody's steering,
He knows what he's doing and he's got me by the throat,
Like a dog wearing a steel chain collar being choked,
Every word he mumbles just tears me down,
Blowing the drums outta my ears so I don't hear a sound,
He takes things as a joke but his words burn through my ears,
like an acid goin through me and forming into my tears,
What can I say I'm hooked, fish, line, and sinker,
But my independence should find my rightful path for I'm a free thinker,
He may have me by the vein of my heart but I can't let em get to my brain,
Distracted by all the love he gives I forget about all the pain,
He says he loves me but little does he know I don't believe it to be true,
I think he only tells me so because he thinks he has to,
I search the depts of my very soul to finally find a way out,
Just when I think I've outsmarted the best I've taken the same old route,
It's like I'm in this game that he only controls and he knows every single cheat code,
I get frustrated within my self so sure I will explode,
In love with the thought of possibly being loved I stayed locked up in his cell,
Throw my body into fire I already feel like I'm in hell,
My love for him has corrupted me from doing what I want to do,
Time is up I only have two roads that I can choose,
I can stay in hell and be with my love or get out while I can,
I ran back into his fire as I always do, just where this story began......