A Love Unseen
Every sin upon the world has it's own separate family,
So is it so that He'll love me if I fall within each category?
They tell me He's the best, His love's a working machine,
But why is it when I look around His love appears to be unseen?
How could anyone come to love a sinner's soul such as mine,
No love to be found within me and all my thoughts were malign,
Out of time, I run, trying to hide from His spirit,
Trying hard escape His voice but surely everyone can hear it,
Is it so that I can be forgiven in the eyes of my Savior,
Repenting just so I can repeat my same old behavior,
How can I pray to You when I feel so unworthy,
Passing lies in the eyes of every single one of his clergy,
As hard as it is to admit it, dear Lord I need you,
Save me because the devil is who I'm soon to accrue,
I feel an emptiness overtaking my soul,
And something's missing, no longer do I seem to be whole,
Pray? What is the meaning? Who's gonna hear it?
Memories of the past, where were You alas! This thought, I can't clear it,
Can I successfully make a change this time,
Now that my mind, body, and spirit are at their prime,
As cold as ice seems my heart had been much colder,
Time to quit and submit myself up to my beholder,
Hands streched, heart open ready to finally let You in,
Purifying my soul to be as beautiful as the sounds of a violin,
What I have come to realize is that I'm not my own,
I can't bring havoc upon myself because my body's a loan,
Dark nightmares in which His rainbow brought me out,
And I shout, praising God for making my inner soul devout,
God was always right there when life knocked me down,
His love was always effervescent when mines was yet to be found.
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