falling...

... i'm falling....
slowly moving faster and faster through time...
falling out of life....
falling out of love...
the world rushes around me...
all i see is blurred images...
but then... suddenly, i see you....
you are the only thing i see...
the world is clear again...
i look up at the sky... and slowly you begin to walk away...
the ground crumbles beneath my now trembling legs....
i fall into the cracks... and everything is black again....
darkness surrounds me........
i see light... at the top of the hell-hole.... i desperately try to climb to the top to reach this light...... all of a sudden.... i see a hand.... it's you again...
you pull me out of my death trap and hold me.....
should i leave...?
should i stay.....?
should i let go of my sanctuary and become a blur....?
should i hold him in my arms and be nothing but happy....?
the chances are endless..... help me make the right one......?