How to describe these feelings?

I do not know

Feeling constant pains and anger

Love is not involved

To think of that

In such a way

That I do not mean

How can they compare this?

And not think of loving them

I am sorry you feel that way

I do love ya’ll in which you do not know

Pain your throwing at me

And I hate it that you don’t care how I feel

Sure think about yourself

And think about others

But do you not know how I feel?

Nerves shot

Hearts shattered

Love’s gone

Lies

And no truths

Now you have done it

Not understanding a little time and making it worse

It’s been almost a week

No talking

And now you see

Oh, what a week it’s been

Love, that’s all it deals with

Childish if you even know what that means

Adult I am

That’ why I am who I am

Rachel

Unique in every way

Fine if you want to say it’s my fault

Fine, but one thing hurts

Knowing you sister would try to kill you

The way that hurts

With fighting and everything else

Your right I don’t know my sister at all anymore

Or my friend

Love’s a strong word

How do you know how I feel and think?

Hurt

                    That’s what