He cordially invited me to a love making session
Even though we were no longer considered a couple
Just a couple of minutes in the room alone together, and you could feel the tension
What was I to do
When there was an opportunity in front of me to do something I have longed to do
Yet what I knew would cross boundaries and forsaken privelages
A night for a next step in life, for me and him
He, going off to do bigger and better things, and me, completing my courses of life
I looked at it like a gift, something he deserved
Or was it really what I wanted and just when suggested by him
I gave in?
Control over my heart and the one you love can be dangerous
The friendship was the start and now that we’re apart
We are still more than friends
To the end, we’ll see
I now believe that everytime we see each other
We already know what its gonna be
You and me
Lying in sheets stained with love, lust, and passion
Leaving all the reasons of why we’re not still together in the past
We can make a little of ourselves last
I sit to myself and I laugh
Because I let him go, and it goes to show how much I really let go
Because I still give myself and anything else to him
Just to show, how much I still really do love him
I’m drugged to him
He’s my addiction
My affliction
He causes friction
If I’m half sure about my actions, he’s surely the fraction
Our tounges , legs and souls tied into more than just passion
We’re acting out reactions to what we feel
We’re the actors and this stage, this place, this script, is oh so real
I already know how we still feel
And we acted out upon it
I told myself that I wouldn’t give in ,that I could withstand the pressures of him
Yet, that stepping stone in our life
Just made it feel so right
He went out for the night
And had his fun
I returned to other sheets stained with love, passion and lust,
And laid alone
Could it be
You’ll really be going
Even though we’re not a couple
You’ll only be a couple of minutes away
We already know whats gonna happen when I travel to see you one day
One trip to the field
Next to a bed where we’ll lay
In our continuos rotation of actions
And replay
The script at hand
I’m the pitiful lost girl in love, and you’re the powerful man
Who can make me do things that I don’t, but do want to do
So when will this story end, when will we be through?
Cause this virus that I have is nothing new
I had it long before you even knew
That I was in love with you
Before I even met you or slept with you
That’s why I can’t seem to get rid of you
You’ve got a hold of everything about me from with in
Especially when you cordially invite me in