BANG!

I like a guy... he's cute beyond comapre. His eye's were like burning saphires that caught my full attention, but I didn't dare put the seductive flame to rest. His hair was like the finest golden brown silk in all the universe. His teeth were perfect like the full luminesent moon. His smile could out shine any diamond. His hands had the perfect genuine touch that could handle even a snowflake. His face a perfect image of a greek god, but better. His scent was an overpowering ocean breeze that swept me away to the sea, being pulled in to it's lucious host. I am trash compared to his magnificent beauty. He was my everthing. He could outshine any star. He truly WAS the perfect guy. But i never could ever figure that i would end up killing my family, my reputation, and my friends, and soo many others only by an insane lust that i needed him. Soon enough when i thought it couldn't get any worse, I was told HE was the only thing stopping me from happiness. I sprinted to our favorite childhood spot, gun in my hand. As i stopped at the gates of the gardened beach to catch my breath, I felt a longing in the air. I look up only to end up face to face with my every dream, the man I love. I tried to stop my fingers from clutching the pistol in my hand. My arm raised to his head, the gun in said hand. I didn't think that I could ever do this. As I struggled to let go of the gun, my finger was around the trigger slipping towards me...BANG! Darkness surrounded my vision. The last i heard was a melodic voice reapeating my name. I felt searing pain everywere. I tasted blood. My lust felt fufilled. The oddest question popped into my head, Was it raining? Suddenly somthing blocked my mouth. Was it cloth?A hand? No it was lips!... His lips so soft, and sensual I wanted more. I was carless to let this small desire distract me from holding on to the life I had left. With the only dream I ever truly dreamed I slipped into the cold, menacing, darkness some call hell.