I don’t know where to being,

You were my best friend.

If ever I needed someone there

I can turn to you without a care.

I could run to you with out no fear

Because I just knew my baby will be there.

I couldn’t believe you were mine

I just knew we’d have a great time.

You with me and me with you

There was nothing we couldn’t do.

When we first fell in love it was just like a

Dream, but now it all just seems to be a routine.

You would cook me breakfast, lunch and dinner

I just knew I had a winner.

I would sit on your lap in my favorite chair

When we lay in my bed you’d play in my hair.

I remember when I would be mad

You would tickle me until I was back glad.

Or when I would be pissed

You’d say I love you baby girl and give me a kiss

Others might think it was a disgrace,

As much as I hated it you’d make me laugh when you licked my face.

I remember back then instead of raising my fist

I would have just given you a kiss.

But now everything has gone a rye

I stay up all night and I just cry.

I remember when you were scared I ‘d leave

And I reassure you that you were all I need.

When you use to tell me all the bad things that went on in your life

I would say I’m here for you baby it’s gonna be all right.

I remember when we’d be apart

I’d literally feel pain in my heart.

It’s just not the same

Were calling each other out of our name.

I don’t know what it is

But something’s got to give.

You used to bring me teddy bears and write me a poem

Now you don’t even want to talk to me on the phone.

I’m trying so hard not to seem unfair

But damn you don’t even act like you care.

I thought we would grow old together

I thought it would last forever.

Maybe you were just supposed to mine, but only for a short time.

You know how Madea said some people are only supposed to be in you life for a season.

Well maybe that’s the reason.

I truly don’t know what to say

Sometimes I wish it were a dream and It’ll just all go away.

I remember you’d say if I ever left you you’d feel blue

Now your like I don’t care what you do.

As I lay in my bed the memories of us came racing through my head.

I remember you’d get jealous when I talked about Deven

I remember your two wishes, grow old with me and then be with me in heaven.

I remember when you would draw me pictures because you felt like being nice

Now you want me to pay a price.

Even if you thought saying that was funny

It wasn’t funny to me; you just don’t see the things that I see.

I remember when you stayed out in Tennessee

You were just as happy as you could be when you finally got the chance to sped time with me.

Now you don’t care whether I come or go

Do you really still love me I wonder so.

We can’t even enjoy sex like we use to

Even if you did the things that you used to do.

 One of us always has an attitude

And lately you’re just to damn rude.

But don’t get me wrong babe it’s not all on you I have some major flaws too.

I hope you don’t think I wrote this poem to hoe you

Because that is not what I intended to do.