Unloved

I'm just a ordinary girl
sometimes im lazy
I get bored
I get scared
I feel ignored
I get happy
I get silly I choke on my own words
I make  wishes, I have dreams
And I still want to believe
Anything is possible in this world for me
A thousand church bells ringing
I can hear the angels singing
You crush everything of my being
You have knocked me off my feet again
got me feeling like nothing
Now you take me down with one single blow
Someday I'll be living in a big old city
 Someday I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
All you are ever gonna be is mean
You have pointed out my flaws agian
as if i don't see them
I just wanna feel loved again
None of this is my fault
Stop blamming me
Nobody believes me
But you always take my hand and drag me head first
telling me to just be fearless