Lord take this torn soul into the palm of your hand, fill it with your wisdom and knowledge so I can transform into a man.
There's so many people I need to look after other than me, and right now I need strength from you to handle my responsibility.
I'm ready to give up on everything even my life, because no matter how hard I try things still doesn't go right.
This isn't a plea of pity or a song of sorrow. Its a prayer to my god asking for a better tommorow.
Lord you said speak those things that are not as if they were. So I guess no I know my daughter is here with me and I'm hugging her.
Crying tears of joy and praising your name, and wondering if I had not accepted you in my life would the outcome still be the same.
So in Jesus name I ask my savior for a favor despite all my bad behavior. Lord take this torn soul into the palm of your hand, and fill it with your knowledge and wisdom so I can transform into a man.