You come from school
all excited and ready
kids around you
all ready to play
he asks you to go
and of course you do
out to the back
where no one is
you look around
its quiet and clear
takes you behind the pool
so no one can see
you play in the dirt
he sits there and stares
next thing you know
hes right in your face
asks you a question
but to young to understand
you take off your pants
and watches you close
he pulls down your underwear
not understanding
or responding to whats going on
he touches you
and asks you questions
next thing you see
he unzips his pants
takes your hand
and makes you feel
not processing whats going on
and your heart beating faster
he takes you to the lawn chair
sets you on top of him
to young to remember
what happens after
you look up and see
her standing there
yelling
and screaming
she takes me away
and sits me down
i start to cry
he makes an excuse
and they take it for now
my mom comes to pick me up
and brings me to wear i thought was going to be home
in a building
dark and scary
i sat on the table
in a blue robe
they made me lay back
as i held a bear
they looked
and they cleaned
for anything
he might have done
next they brought me to a room
where i never said one word
i pointed
they nodded
i sat there in silence
then home i went
and never went back
things Ive had to live with
and things Ive had to fear
never will go away
and forever it will be
but life goes on
and you cant change the past
so go with the future
and hope things look up