this was not supposed to be poetry,

just me telling you a lil story

followed by ellipsis...,

but those three lil dots formed letters

and letters formed words and words formed lines that formed stanzas of

metaphoric meters of erotic tales

and similes of loved failed

that now tests positive...,

i kissed your lips and it became this ten year epic

a battle of fantasy and reality

love too strong to be real

love to strong to be a fantasy...,

i entered this battle with sword and shield

but since has lost my shield

my sword now swings fierce...,

you've since picked up my shield

but only use it to protect your heart

i swiftly moved in and kissed your wrist

like a razor

who knew you'd bleed bliss

who knew you'd lean in

and fuck my ears

with whispers of lust and fears

and fall limp to the ground

too much blood lost...,

i fall with you

and fuck your mind for every day for the last ten years

for every second, every minute, every hour lost...,

this was not supposed to be poetry

just me telling a lil story

followed by ellipsis...