Stuck in between worlds that no one knew exists,
While emotional contraptions torment me, I can’t resist,
Pull me out, save me from this sleepless nightmare,
Why when I search around, I can’t find someone to care,
You left a visible bruise to taunt my heart and I,
And I wish this could die, I wish this feeling would subside,
It always seem like the end but you always return,
And I watch in despair all my self esteem burn,
Heart beating, sweat creeping, nerves jumping all around,
Cries screaming, eyes’ streaming as your fist comes launching down,
Stuck in between worlds as you press your lips against my yearning face,
A feeling of your fingertips and your warm, strong embrace,
I know that I WANT and NEED a friend, a gentle lover,
Someday a relationship that will compare to no other,
In between feelings my mind lingers in silence,
I sit, watch and listen as to what your advice is,
It’s so hard to ponder, when I don’t know what I’m thinking,
And it’s too hard to hear me, when you don’t know what I’m saying,
Cause I don’t know what I’m feeling and I don’t know what I’m doing,
I’m trying to find a perfect size of my life to fit your shoe in,
But you knock again and my hope is fading fast,
As I feel a swift blow hit me, returning from the past,
It tears me up and stomps me down while gazing in my eyes,
It holds me close, strangles my sounds and muffles out my cries,
Once again I’m drowning in a sea of raging pain,
And when the sun come out to shine, your presence makes it rain,
I’m stuck in between these worlds and I want to belong to one,
But I don’t know if you are ready so I’ll continue to hide and run.