shame
when you took over my life
is when I had to start my lies
these synthetic words that push their way past my lips
but its my fault I let those pass instead of my secrets
I have done things that after make me wanna vomit
I know what I am doing but I seriously can't help it
I am an addict
when it happens I sink into it
only after do I feel regret
and I should
I am disgusting
if you knew what i've done
you would hate me
my mind runs in so many different ways
should I not feel bad, or should I feel shame?
Or by the sound of things
have I just refused to accept reality?
Refused to acknowledge the person I have become
because its not someone I'm particularly proud of?
is when I had to start my lies
these synthetic words that push their way past my lips
but its my fault I let those pass instead of my secrets
I have done things that after make me wanna vomit
I know what I am doing but I seriously can't help it
I am an addict
when it happens I sink into it
only after do I feel regret
and I should
I am disgusting
if you knew what i've done
you would hate me
my mind runs in so many different ways
should I not feel bad, or should I feel shame?
Or by the sound of things
have I just refused to accept reality?
Refused to acknowledge the person I have become
because its not someone I'm particularly proud of?
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