Safety & routine is what is sought now. Too much upheaval has shaken my universe. I wasn't prepared to have my life in this disarray.

Searching for solace in places where there are none, shaking in arms that offer no comfort or solution.

I ponder my true purpose, wondering have I fulfilled it. What is the great plan for my existence?

Nothing is familiar to me, and I must begin again knowing that I will eventually come to the end of another chapter of a book that has no binding and whose pages are endless.

Trying to fit into my life people that have no business being there. I know not what is good for me, all I see is smiling faces not the devil inside.

Searching to find somebody, just one somebody, that is genuine and can show their true self to the world without having spasms of fear.

Does any of this make sense? Is it understood? Sometimes you are in a crowd of thousands and really you are the only one.

Make your choices, make sure they are right. There are no do overs, no replays. How do you explain at the end all the mistakes? Think about that, think about the excuses that you will make that will fall on deaf ears. This is your only chance.