pain in my heart

words cut worse than knives.
words cause deeper wounds
not easy to see
but impossible to heal

your words cut deep
your words place doubt
are your words from your heart
or are your words from your mouth

how could you think so little of me
how could i of been so stupid
as to believe you loved me
i fooled myself yet again

how can words hurt like this
when your only being honest
maybe you should of kept a lie
maybe i would not hurt now

now i have to choose
do i keep going
or do i walk away
i really dont know

i know i love you
and they have always been words
from my heart not my mouth
my outlook is different now

how can i trust
how can i love
how can i fool myself
how can i believe