on the edge

it's so fucked up i think...
see a new day everytime i blink
who tha fuck is this lookin at me...
look what these drugs have done to me
had to keep it goin couldnt last a week
like these pills came up n asked for me
i been on my ass for too long.. my bodies weak
nobody gives a fuck about me
life would be much better without me
everybody listens and t the same time doubt me
hate is what surrounds me, im tweakin the sound geez
volumes on 24, got my ears ready to bleed
im ready to be revoked i choke on my words
sneeze my emotions out im so bizerk
checkin bank statements to see my net worth
but im fuckin freakin out cuz my internet just wont work
i love females but they leave me so hurt
fuck them too.. i'll meet a good freak, just gotta attend church
at least theres only one of otha nigga that she'll put first
kinda fucked up but hey.. whatever the hell works
im jumpin off the cliff yup head first.. only thing i remember
is ouch.. the bed hurts... ive been sleep, geez i hate earth
i hate trees i hate dirt.. i hate beez, n nerds on a rope
n roads wit no lights wit pot holes, and fat hoes
not fat people.. just fat bitches that wear tight clothes
im on the edge yes i know..... lol