I'm Tired..

I'm tired of feeling so alone that if I screamed, no one would listen, yet I can't seem to get far enough away from them

I'm tired of wanting to desperately to talk to someone...anyone, yet I don't pick up the phone when they call

I'm tired of wanting to cry so hard that everyone would hear, yet I force a smile so big because I know there is much to smile about

I'm tired of being so sad that it takes everything I've got not to crumble to the ground, yet I am overcome with guilt for feeling that this way

I'm so tired of wanting to explain and be honest with those who are trying to reach out to me, yet I can't even explain and be honest with myself

I'm tired of feeling so overwhelmed

I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself

I'm tired of feeling as though I don't have the right to feel this way

I'm tired of feeling.

I'm tired.