i am so mad off!!

taking this heart break
i know i've made mistake
but damn for gods sake
dont leave me in the cold
im dying every i hear you say
 that you dont love me
but cant you see
i have so much to please
my hands are growing tired of this
and all of this shit
i wish i could end it
but i'd rather transend it to something new
something you cant ever use
your worlds are lies
you are what i despise
my grudge will live on
but your hate will wither
but remember when you grow old
i'll leave to to grow mold!
and on your death bed
tears of blood will shed
 you've stepped in hell
and now on the spot where the heavens have fell
i burn you to ashes more to the eye than just one stabb of your hating knife!