hmmmmmmmmmmm
I wonder what's come over me-what life I am creating.
Scared, panicked, insecure, heat that's palpitating.
Always thinking morbid thoughts, waiting for the worst.
So many raw emotions- Oh God, I fear I'll burst.
Attempting to act 'normal' so I don't seem so odd.
I really hate this masquerade, I feel like such a fraud.
Others think I am so strange because I'm always scared.
When I've needed the most support, I guess nobody cared.
Hoping, hoping, hoping, someone will see my soul.
But burdening others with my 'drama' is truly not my goal.
I wish people could just be me and see what I am seing.
Because swallowing so much pain and stress is poisoning my being.
Scared, panicked, insecure, heat that's palpitating.
Always thinking morbid thoughts, waiting for the worst.
So many raw emotions- Oh God, I fear I'll burst.
Attempting to act 'normal' so I don't seem so odd.
I really hate this masquerade, I feel like such a fraud.
Others think I am so strange because I'm always scared.
When I've needed the most support, I guess nobody cared.
Hoping, hoping, hoping, someone will see my soul.
But burdening others with my 'drama' is truly not my goal.
I wish people could just be me and see what I am seing.
Because swallowing so much pain and stress is poisoning my being.
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