Here again

  I cant believe I'm here again
  Cant believe I keep waiting for you
  I dont know why you even bother
  I wonder whats your use
  If I banged on a drum
 Would you want to meet me
 If I rang your bell 
would you even greet me
 I cant believe I'm here again
sitting in my window
sipping on my wine
smoking a cigarette
and making senseless ryhmes
sorting through the thoughts
that rack through my mind
I know you are overwhelmed
well so am I
I know you are ambitious
well so am I
so we understand each other
yeah you and I
We get it dont we
the poetic injustices of life
the fear of getting burned
the fear of the fight
well I come down from my mountain
so dont scare me to flight
because I am here again
waiting on the frame
of the inbox to greet me again
waiting on a sound
or anything at all
you have my number
and these days a man dont have to call
to keep a girl from being here again
I know you arent holding your breath
so I wont hold mine
its just a mental maybe
comes from connecting the signs
anyway, I have more to do with my time
then to be here again
waiting on a mans oppurtune moment
when I dont even have mine
so maybe
when you wait for tommorow
I wont be here again
Please tell me I'm not here again