My Paintbrush is my best friend! It was made to protect me and you

When I need to hide my feelings, It keeps them from showing through

It appears that I am all about me, but that is not always true

My problem appears to exist, in expressing myself to you.

There is so much on my plate, and so much I have to do

I lack in expressing myself, and my feelings seem untrue.

So I take my Paintbrush with me, where ever I may go

In case I need to cover up, so my feelings will not show

Its not that I am fake, or that I feel I need to hide

But I really need to trust you, before you see me deep inside.

I would like to let go of my fears, and leave them far behind

But my Paintbrush is my friend, and good friends are hard to find!!!!

My feelings are deep inside; it is hard to express I Love You

But bare with me until I figure out, How I Can Love Me Too...

Ron Evans Jr. 2010