My heart is like a rubber band
It is pulled and pushed in every different direction
It Fills with pain everytime i see your picture
And hurts when ever i think about what happened to us
Why did i cause you so much pain
Why did i hurt you
You were already in enough stress with being sick and i caused you more by leaving when i did
I should have talked to you
I should have let you know how i was feeling
But i didnt
I wish things could have went different
and that we didnt fade away from each other
You took care of me and raised me and i thank you for that
But i just had to go my own way and build my life the rest of the way
I couldnt always have you helping me
I am to old for that
I need to learn the ropes of being an adult on my own
Im sorry for everything 
And hopefully sometime in the future we can be good again
But right now its just to hard