I sit and wait ensnared in insanity
How can you love, and not keep me in your minds profanity

Who gave thee such permission to school my furry
What once stood and mattered is no longer sturdy

And buried forever in anger, anxiety, fluster; and escapes
bloody mindedness quakes
A thought to forget you is difficult and late

Plenty soon yet I hate us
Time, jealousy, and distance forsakes thus

Tardy, deep and pointless reason
Is your motive jealousy or treason?

forbidding me to fly away from you, instead of knee
your love kills, till the shining the of velveteen

Velvet chaos, through a passion makes blue
Somehow I love me, and can’t stop loving you

this house forbids all tranquility blind
Lost unseen emotions, light, time

I can’t run out of insults to smack you
care destroys me, and backtracks you

till poor and homelessness
I'd rather be a fortress

when I come out there I will go
Blinder, and deaf from head to toe

Does your love mean to pamper lay decay?
I can not live this way, another day

Plus I've never known such torpid jealous
you're the worst of all of the fellows

Must you want me or oppress me
I often second guess thee

Are you trying to outdo me or impress yourself
utilize me or offend someone else
the spice of love was quit delicious
you changed its, I'm suspicious...