I sit or lay here in the dark thinking of you
the fresh air blows 
I smell your sent in my noise
I want to lick your toes
to kiss you thighs and to bring you to
Ecstasy as I always did three times or so.
I miss holding you after we made love
memories bring me to tears
of you gone away
for years.
GOD took you from me
and now your looking down
what Am I to do since your no longer physically around
I look at your picture and my blood boils hot
you always turned me on with someone else I can not
I love you Baby with all my heart and soul
since we are not together I fill as if your above in heaven,
and there my heart you hold.
If you ever come back to me I will be here for you too
I have never met a women so fine and rare someone I could live with and our life's we can share..  
I love you and I wish that you were here but only you can bring yourself back to me now that you have closed a ugly chapter in your life
come to me soon and let me take for my wife...