Alone in this dark and solitude place
Here I sit feeling the walls of loneliness closing in on me.
Surrounded by a stiff void I don’t understand
Gasping for air but instead I inhale the essence of misery.

I am experiencing tiny tears of pain
That forms a gushing river, as they stream down my face.
They fill the void of this space all around me.
I am drowning in my own fluids, confined to this life of solitude

Trying to scream for help but no one around me to hear
There is no one to save me from the thoughts that form in my head
Why do those that I hear outside of me,
Just seem to acknowledge that I am not even here?

Leaving me behind to face this death alone,
I will never be able to feel the warmth of the sunshine on my skin.
Now having been left abandoned, I scream and scratch,
For now my fleshly mold in which I live, is pierced and broken.

My spirit which was formed to share with you love and happiness,
Has now been exposed to the forces of evil,
That roams and dwell in this cold cruel world.
Darkness no more I feel the warmth of a light.

Now lifted to a place where I can look back down upon myself
I wonder why you did not become my savior, my rescuer.
When all you had to do was take a stand to allow me to live
Instead of allowing me to experience the horrors of evil
In the form of cold steel and suction.

I wonder whether this date will be engraved in your thoughts
Pouring out emotions of what could have been.
The life we would have shared, with joys and pains.
But instead your life went on leaving me behind,
To be mixed with others in the depths of an infected red bag.

I am truly sorry that now in your heart I see you have wrestled,
For not taking the responsibility for what was done to me.
When inside of you I sat and cried for help.

Now take hold of this blessing,
Receive your release from your pain and torment.
For it was at that moment, that second, when I was taken from my shell.
That I forgave you my mother, that you aborted me!