You won't feel it yet...
But it will sneak up on you-
                      when you least expect..

Then it will all come rushing in...
consuming and devouring-
replacing feelings that haven't been..

Slowly it will turn you inside out-
vunerability seeping through
          like a spout.. 

Regret over riding the animosity
that once was-
realizing it wasn't a lost cause..

What seemed shallow before..
now takes you deeper-
                                wanting evermore...   

Percieve them what you will-
memories will blanket what
                        you can't fulfill..     

The past frowns...
while the future is bleak-

Coming to the realization-
that we all are just as weak..

When all the hate..finally subsides
it leaves  your heart wide open
with no place to hide.....