Chaos

My heart starts ripping open,
Running is the only thing that makes any sense right now.
So thats what i do i start to run,
I can hear you comming after me..
But why come after me?
You were the one who told me to come over this morning,
I went and got coffee and came to wake you up like always.

But when i walked up the stairs something was wrong,
You heard me gasp for air and all that made sense to me was you throwing the blanket over HER head.
Why did you tell me to come over if you had her in my bed??
MY BED!

Finally i made it to the bathroom,
As im throwing up all i can hear is you in my head..
Telling me your sorry and you didnt do anything,
If you didnt do anything WHY did you cover her head??
Im yelling and screaming at you,
All you keep trying to do is hold onto me..
Why would i want to touch you when you had her in my bed?
MY BED!!

As i get up and try to get away,
All i feel is something tearing and my heart not being there..
Your telling me your sorry and not to go,
She will leave and we can work this out..
To think i believed you..
All the stories you told,
I lost myself in that moment and found a cold-hearted bitch instead.

Its your fault for this,
Your cheating ways..
Now its out in the open lets have fun and play,
Ill grab the shotgun,
you try and get away.

My heart is ripped open,
No point for you to stay...