As for today

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As for today

I'm losing control/ Gloomy, dimmed, darken soul/ Everyone turns away/ Replays the same old awful day after day/ Noone seems to truly care/ This just doesn't seem fair/ All my life, I've been left behind/ Can't anyone be kind/ And reach out a hand/ Noone truly does understand/ Everyday I face the ground/ My mind spins around/ Nothing special ever happens to me/ Is this how it's always going to be/ It doesn't matter what I do/ I'm just truly feeling blue/ I just don't belong/ I alwyas do everything wrong/ I'm not sure how much more I can take/ Everything I touch, truly does break/ And in the end/ I don't even have a friend/ Will life ever seem fair/ I just want bliss/ Something better than this/ For someone to rescue me/ Brighter days I wish to see/ I'm tired of getting pushed aside/ I don't want to run and hide/ To feel what I long/ For things to not go wrong/ I truly hate feeling this way/ Maybe someday, I'll find away/ As for today, my tears still fall/ And I'll just hide behind this wall/

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When power leads man towards arrogance, poetry reminds him of his limitations. When power narrows the area of man's concern, poetry reminds him of the richness and diversity of existence. When power corrupts, poetry cleanses.

John F. Kennedy (1917-1963) Thirty-fifth President of the USA

tanyalee’s Poems (131)

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