Another chapter

Out the door you walked..
Not a word spoken
Silence through the air or so was thought
How could you?
How dare you?
You left
My body collapsed
tumbling down,down, down
spiraling down
words turned into raw emotion
burned a whole in my heart
The sisterly bond
that once was
torn in two, split in half
half trust you, half not
our lives, our story
from the same pages
just tweaked
just different
I look for the shoulder
 I get not one
I give a shoulder
 I deserve an explanation
but..whatever
I'm done sitting
It's all about you say--
Well it's all about you.
I'm not going to sit and wait
enough of feeling guilty
about the way I treated you, the hurt
Pain that was caused
I have since been forgiven.
No longer will being the parental sibling exist.