Again

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    • Biz
    • "I have a garden of my own, Shining with flowers of every hue; I loved it dearly while alone, But I shall love it more with you..." Thomas Moore

    Again

     ~ Day after day, I look for change.
    I am fooling myself again.
    Damn fool- no motivation.
    Horrible choices, again and again and again.
    What is wrong with my mind? When will this madness end?
    I look to the past, there is no future there.
    I search for anwers; I can't find them anywhere.
    Follow your heart, that's what is said. Use your heart, not your head.
    Where do I start with this broken heart?
    What is left? Why pain? Always pain.
    I thought I was safe. No, not this man.
    Right in front of my eyes, there was no disguise.
    And I see beyond all of this, but I will not pay the price.
    Tumbling dice- roll
    Forever is not at home, my forever is not here.
    How many good-byes? Where is my forever hello?
    Fell from his heart.
    I need to stop! Reach the top!
    Find a way- answers.
    Solutions.
    Energy and visions.
    Crazy? Maybe. Seeing the truth- amazing!
    Harden my heart; list of things I've never done
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    lonewolf commented on Again

    03-30-2010

    i love the way you've expressed yourself here. everything is very well blended together here. the loss, the wanting, the disbelief. this is a very well written poem.
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    Biz

    04/01/2010

    Thank you very much. You know I'm my own worst enemy and critic, so I don't see or hear what others might

    Poetry is not an expression of the party line. It's that time of night, lying in bed, thinking what you really think, making the private world public, that's what the poet does.

    Allen Ginsberg (1926-1997) U.S. poet.

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