A suicide prayer
I hope I die before I wake.
To end it all my life to take.
I lay my head down, pretend to sleep.
Close my eyes, sink into the deep.
The deep dark shadows held within.
A reflection of all the guilty sin.
If I don't die before I wake
I swear to god my heart will break.
How it will break I'll never know
Since it was broken so long ago.
Now I lie with the empty bottle beside me
For I want the whole world to see.
I'm dying inside,
when i run and hide.
My heart full of sorrow,
I might be dead tomorrow.
Hiding behind this mask,
a guaranteed uneasy task.
Why can't I hold on?
Is it because you're gone?
Can't help but feel lonely,
When you're not here to hold me.
I'll sit in my room and pray,
Please, take thisl ife away..
To end it all my life to take.
I lay my head down, pretend to sleep.
Close my eyes, sink into the deep.
The deep dark shadows held within.
A reflection of all the guilty sin.
If I don't die before I wake
I swear to god my heart will break.
How it will break I'll never know
Since it was broken so long ago.
Now I lie with the empty bottle beside me
For I want the whole world to see.
I'm dying inside,
when i run and hide.
My heart full of sorrow,
I might be dead tomorrow.
Hiding behind this mask,
a guaranteed uneasy task.
Why can't I hold on?
Is it because you're gone?
Can't help but feel lonely,
When you're not here to hold me.
I'll sit in my room and pray,
Please, take thisl ife away..
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