so much hurt so much pain all these cuts leave bloodstains so many lies untold what for your lies are getting old, if you cared you would just sit there and stare, i bear so much i got gray hair dont you dare call some one out they name or a bullet will go through pink stuff called your brain im as sane as can be but i got a question who really going to die for me i? everybody singing amazing grace but not everyone has a sweet sound i pray to god but i guess this where he want me to stay so i wont disobey i ll be 15 and grown, people say they got my back, but really ima be on my own i got love for people here and above but i wish somebody will show me more than love i aint crying ill be damned if i shedded more tears but im just now lettin go all my fears