03.03.2010
You’d think with how you talk to me, that you’d love me.
But the pushing and pulling me into different directions prove that theory wrong.
I used to love you, once upon a time.
But you’re constant anger, the thing that pushed me away
It pushed me into the direction that made my heart sway.
I can’t stand to be with you, can’t stand to be away.
How am I supposed to live anymore, if I live this way?
Daniel stop pushing me, I can’t keep up with you.
I used to think that hurting was better than being numb.
But after falling so many times, tumbling in so many directions
I can’t keep thinking that.
My heart hurts, it burns…
You keep begging, I want to turn back.
Keep moving forward.
Don’t turn back.
Don’t make me walk away.
Push and pull, so many directions.
You’ve pushed me away, pulled me back in.
Why do I still feel this way?
Don’t leave me, don’t go.
Dear heart of mine, what have I ever done to deserve this pain?
Caring too much, not caring at all.
Stop pleading with your mind
It’s already gone.
He never cared, not an ounce.
He threw you away, left your heart alone to die.
Just kill me please
Get it over with.
Don’t let this be the end.
I want to die.
I’m not ready yet.
Look back and see, we were never meant to be.
Keep pulling, keep pushing
I’m walking away.
The pain consumes my heart.
Take me now, I’m ready.
Look into his eyes
Let him watch the light fade.
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